The Person I Have Been Waiting for is Myself
- Julie Jewels Smoot
- Feb 12
- 2 min read

In the quiet spaces
between the heartbeats,
I searched the mirror
for the reflection
of someone I could believe in,
a figure wrapped in dreams,
dancing through shadows,
shimmering with promise.
I waited for whispers of assurance,
for the soft landing of footsteps
that felt like home,
the person who would arrive
with open arms,
ready to heal the fractures
I wore like badges.
I chased after flickers of hope,
eager to find a savior,
painting my worth
with the colors of others—
their laughter, their kindness,
their bravery,
as if I were a canvas,
waiting for brushstrokes
to fill my emptiness.
But in the hushed corners,
the stillness enveloped me,
and a voice,
a gentle echo of my soul,
began to rise,
saying, "You are the one
you have been seeking. "
It wasn’t wrapped in bright ribbons,
nor did it come with a grand entrance.
It was the whisper of the wind,
the soft glow of the dawn,
the stillness of the night,
a flicker of light within.
The person I have been waiting for
is the courage in my heart,
the laughter in my throat,
the tears that cleanse,
the scars that tell a story
of resilience, of strength,
of every moment lived
and every dream pushed forth.
So I stand now,
not as a reflection of others,
but as a tapestry
woven from my own threads,
vibrant and unyielding,
every color a testament
to the journey of becoming,
the boldness of stepping into
my own skin.
I am the bridge
between the past and the endless skies,
the weight of history
lightened by the promise of tomorrow,
and in this moment,
I realize
the person I have been waiting for
is exactly who I am,
unfolding beneath the stars,
as the universe breathes my name.
I embrace the flaws,
the imperfect notes of my melody,
the awkward dance of my being
as I take this first step,
celebrating the rhythm
of my existence,
the ebb and flow,
the rise and fall
of my spirit daring to be free.
So here I stand,
with open arms and an open heart,
ready to welcome myself,
to love the raw and the real,
the dreams I once tucked away,
the hopes I’ll paint anew.
In every heartbeat,
in every sigh,
I am home,
and the waiting dissolves
as I take this breath,
this life,
this moment of becoming—
for the person I have been waiting for
is myself,
standing strong
in the light of my own creation.
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