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The Person I Have Been Waiting for is Myself




In the quiet spaces


between the heartbeats,


I searched the mirror


for the reflection


of someone I could believe in,


a figure wrapped in dreams,


dancing through shadows,


shimmering with promise. 



I waited for whispers of assurance,


for the soft landing of footsteps


that felt like home,


the person who would arrive


with open arms,


ready to heal the fractures


I wore like badges. 



I chased after flickers of hope,


eager to find a savior,


painting my worth


with the colors of others—


their laughter, their kindness,


their bravery,


as if I were a canvas,


waiting for brushstrokes


to fill my emptiness. 



But in the hushed corners,


the stillness enveloped me,


and a voice,


a gentle echo of my soul,


began to rise,


saying, "You are the one


you have been seeking. "



It wasn’t wrapped in bright ribbons,


nor did it come with a grand entrance. 


It was the whisper of the wind,


the soft glow of the dawn,


the stillness of the night,


a flicker of light within. 



The person I have been waiting for


is the courage in my heart,


the laughter in my throat,


the tears that cleanse,


the scars that tell a story


of resilience, of strength,


of every moment lived


and every dream pushed forth. 



So I stand now,


not as a reflection of others,


but as a tapestry


woven from my own threads,


vibrant and unyielding,


every color a testament


to the journey of becoming,


the boldness of stepping into


my own skin. 



I am the bridge


between the past and the endless skies,


the weight of history


lightened by the promise of tomorrow,


and in this moment,


I realize


the person I have been waiting for


is exactly who I am,


unfolding beneath the stars,


as the universe breathes my name. 



I embrace the flaws,


the imperfect notes of my melody,


the awkward dance of my being


as I take this first step,


celebrating the rhythm


of my existence,


the ebb and flow,


the rise and fall


of my spirit daring to be free. 



So here I stand,


with open arms and an open heart,


ready to welcome myself,


to love the raw and the real,


the dreams I once tucked away,


the hopes I’ll paint anew. 



In every heartbeat,


in every sigh,


I am home,


and the waiting dissolves


as I take this breath,


this life,


this moment of becoming—


for the person I have been waiting for


is myself,


standing strong


in the light of my own creation. 

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