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What I Will No Longer Engage With
A woman sits contemplatively on a bed, symbolizing reflection and the decision to let go of unproductive engagements.
Julie Jewels Smoot
Jan 243 min read


You Cannot Heal Where You Are Being Diminished
For survivors, these conditions are not minor stressors. They mirror the dynamics under which harm occurred before.
The nervous system does not wait for impact. It responds to pattern.
Julie Jewels Smoot
Jan 243 min read


Why Bodies Don’t Calm in Unsafe Homes
Grounding exercises, supplements, breathwork, and sound can support regulation only when safety exists.
Julie Jewels Smoot
Jan 242 min read


When the Body Will Not Calm: Living With Ongoing Harm and Complex PTSD
I have been drinking Calm Magnesium. It is not touching the emotional pain.
That is because this is not a mineral deficiency.
This is not stress mismanagement.
This is not something that can be overridden by breathing harder or trying to be more resilient.
Magnesium can support a nervous system after safety returns.
It cannot convince the body it is safe while harm is still present.
Julie Jewels Smoot
Jan 243 min read


Chiron Gong — A Listening Series for Post-Traumatic Stress
This series is written for nervous systems shaped by trauma.
It does not aim to heal, resolve, integrate, or transform what happened.
Chiron listening is not about fixing wounds.
It is about honoring what has already survived.
Nothing in this series asks you to revisit memories, tell a story, or move toward closure. The sound does not go looking for pain. It does not require bravery. It does not measure progress.
Julie Jewels Smoot
Jan 143 min read


Neptune Does Not Ask for Clarity
This is not a listening meant to organize experience. It is not here to translate sensation into insight, or emotion into meaning.
The Neptune gong holds ambiguity gently.
If your inner world feels foggy, slow, distant, or undefined, nothing here needs to be fixed. The sound does not sharpen edges or demand coherence. It allows things to remain exactly as they are—unfinished, unnamed, unresolved.
Julie Jewels Smoot
Jan 142 min read
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