I Will Not Carry This
I Will Not Carry This is a song of refusal without apology.
This track marks the moment when responsibility ends where it never belonged. It speaks to the decision to stop absorbing others’ fear, needs, expectations, and unfinished work—especially when carrying it has caused real harm to the body and nervous system.
I Will Not Carry This does not explain or justify the boundary it sets. It names the truth plainly: some weight was never consented to, and continuing to hold it is no longer survivable. The song honors the clarity that comes after endurance—when self-preservation finally outranks obligation.
The sound remains grounded and restrained, leaving room for firmness without escalation. There is no call to forgive, reconcile, or make meaning. The power of the track is in its steadiness and finality.
This song is for those who have learned the cost of being the one who holds everything together. For bodies that are done paying for other people’s avoidance.
I Will Not Carry This is not anger.
It is consent reclaimed.
A clear ending that protects what remains.
