I Served
Some albums are created to entertain. Others are created because they need to exist.
I Served by Julie Jewels Smoot is a lyrical album about a woman veteran reclaiming her voice, her identity, and her power. It is a collection of songs that confront silence, honor military service, establish healthy boundaries, and affirm that healing does not require forgetting the past. Instead, it asks listeners to witness a journey from surviving to living with purpose and self-respect.
At its heart, I Served is about telling the story from the perspective of a woman veteran. It recognizes the pride of military service while also acknowledging difficult truths, including the reality that many women who volunteered to serve their country experienced military sexual trauma. The album insists that these experiences should never erase or diminish the value of a woman's service.
You Are Allowed to Exist
The album opens with a simple but powerful truth: every person has the right to exist without apology. This song reminds listeners that they do not have to earn their place in the world or make themselves smaller for someone else's comfort. It sets the tone for an album rooted in dignity, self-worth, and reclaiming personal identity.
He Tried to Turn It Into Nothing
This song explores what happens when someone's truth is dismissed or minimized. It gives voice to the frustration and pain of having lived experiences questioned while declaring that the truth remains, even when others refuse to acknowledge it. It is a song about refusing to let denial erase reality.
We Matter Too (Women Veterans)
Women have served in every generation of the United States military, yet their stories are often overlooked. We Matter Too (Women Veterans) is an anthem that honors the dedication, courage, and sacrifice of women who wore the uniform. It also speaks an important truth: women enlisted or accepted commissions to serve their country—not to experience sexual assault or abuse. Their service deserves recognition, respect, and remembrance.
I Served on the USS Ronald Reagan
This deeply personal song reflects on Julie Jewels Smoot's service aboard the USS Ronald Reagan. It honors the discipline, responsibility, and commitment that came with military service while reclaiming ownership of her own story. It is a reminder that every veteran has the right to tell their experiences in their own words.
I Owe You Nothing
Healing often begins with letting go of expectations that no longer serve us. This song declares that survivors do not owe anyone their silence, their explanations, or continued access to their lives. It celebrates the freedom that comes from choosing self-respect over obligation.
My Body Is Not the Cost of Your Comfort
One of the album's strongest statements, this song reclaims bodily autonomy and personal boundaries. It rejects the idea that anyone should sacrifice their safety, dignity, or consent to make someone else comfortable. It is an affirmation that every person's body belongs to them alone.
No More Access
Boundaries become action in No More Access. This song is about closing doors to people who have caused harm and recognizing that access to your life is a privilege—not an entitlement. It reminds listeners that protecting your peace is an act of courage.
I Am Not Your Punching Bag
This song refuses emotional, verbal, psychological, and physical abuse. It is an anthem for anyone who has decided they will no longer carry someone else's anger or accept mistreatment. It is about standing firm and declaring that respect is not optional.
I Chose Myself
The album concludes with hope. I Chose Myself is the culmination of the journey—a declaration that healing includes choosing yourself without guilt or apology. It celebrates the courage to build a life defined by authenticity rather than fear, and by peace rather than survival.
A Story of Service, Strength, and Reclaiming Power
I Served is more than a collection of songs. It is a testament to resilience, truth, and the enduring strength of women veterans. It recognizes military service while refusing to allow trauma to become the defining chapter of that service.
For veterans, survivors, and anyone who has fought to reclaim their own voice, this album offers something deeply meaningful: the reminder that your experiences matter, your boundaries matter, your healing matters, and your story belongs to you.
Through every lyric, I Served delivers one unmistakable message:
You served.
You survived.
You matter.
And your voice deserves to be heard.
Album Track List
- You Are Allowed to Exist
- He Tried to Turn It Into Nothing
- We Matter Too (Women Veterans)
- I Served on the USS Ronald Reagan
- I Owe You Nothing
- My Body Is Not the Cost of Your Comfort
- No More Access
- I Am Not Your Punching Bag
- I Chose Myself
Written and performed by Julie Jewels Smoot.

