I am Not Available

I Am Not Available is a declaration of withdrawal.
 
This is not a request for space.
This is not a pause.
This is the moment access ends.
 
Created from lived experience of rape, emotional abuse, victim-blaming, retaliation, and the ongoing reality of Complex PTSD, autoimmune illness, and chronic pain, this piece holds the clarity that comes after survival. It does not seek understanding or agreement. It does not explain.
 
This track exists for the point when the body has already decided.
When the nervous system recognizes harm and chooses self-protection.
When availability has been mistaken for obligation—and that misunderstanding is corrected.
 
I Am Not Available supports the act of stepping back without guilt, without justification, and without apology. It affirms that care does not equal access, and support does not grant control.
 
This is boundary as truth.
Boundary as authority.
Boundary as an act of self-respect.
 
Nothing needs to be resolved here.
Nothing needs to be repaired.
 
The boundary is complete.